Monday, March 3, 2008

WAIToBATE.

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I cannot wait for what is coming next. I cannot wait for opportunity. I will rather bait my opportunity to come a bit sooner. Why not, huh? I don't want to wait thru faith and prepare for life and for destiny and for love and for serving and for living and all and for even for all the facts and everything. I want everything now. I want to know what I will be doing tomorrow, exactly. I want to know who I will marry. I want to know who is going to win the basketball NBA finals. I want to know everything. But I don't want to live or do anything. I want all the answers and I want to know it all. I want to be certain. I don't want to be not certain. Even while I talk to people on the side of the streets and everything. While I talk to people on the side of the streets and everything, I don't want to wait for the opportunity to tell them what they need to hear. I want to tell them right now. I want to have a strong confident secure adult Corey Gaus voice life seriousness that is intense as the life of ghetto perfection or determination that can go or do something. But never mind all those words. There is more. And these are encouragement words. Jus wait to understand them better. I want to have cute humor laughing and joy spasm and understanding and the local Hawaiian feel of dr. K, of sir Kealoha Irvine. And I want the cute quietness and patience maybe sometimes and the life and the sparkles and maybe kind of the looks of the Martina Pound of our team and everything. I want the heart pounding life of Jess franklin. And must I say more? I want the spiritually gifted and spiritually discerning arts and spirits and musical spasm and life and joy and lion tiger grr of hope and destiny and contagious joy and contagious attitude and riddiculas joy and a bunch of hair of even young but wonderfully daring blonde surfing youth pastor and wannabe my mentor of the soul and art of even Lincoln Hawk. Or the professional arts and talking communication and elaboration of even Fulton Hawk. And the charm and the jazz and the art ness of Rob Noland, my director of Revolution Hawaii. Our director. But then there is the talented Dee Noland.... and there are people that I have met everywhere... all around the world. No kidding this. But I must not try to bait people to follow me or to love me or anything. People shouldn't follow me. We all got to follow destiny. And that is the bottom line.
Wait, you sinisters evil of this world. Your judgment will come. You will be exile or even grounded. And for everyone else, listen to this Pirates of the Carribeans music and wait while your party is reached. Just kidding. But this would be the place where I conclude with all that I have said and make you want to wait. I will make you want to wait. And what is better than that?

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